Currently reading emily`s blog and saw this

this post is for all my sister , Minghui , Cecelia and Serene ..
i dont know what i've done to you all , but i'm here sincerely apologise to you all ..
i dont know th reason but i know is my fault , if not you guys wont ignore me ..
i know that i'm not fit to call you all as sister anymore ,
cause it seems that i dont appreciate your presence .
but i do cherish you all alot , cause you all mean alot to me ..
i dont dare to face you all cause i know that i done something wrong .
but monday i'm willing to say sorry to you all ..
even if you all dont accpet my apology .
but i'm willing to try it , at least i've say sorry ..
typing in blog or sending text doesn't show that i'm sincere , so i want to talk in real life ..
to show that i'm really really love you guys ..
i dont mind you all dont accept my apology anot , but i hope that everything will go back as normal ..
like what in th beginning ..
when we are bond together ..
sis , i really love you guys alot ..
and i really appreciate th presence when im with you guys ..
i really love you all ..